pangattack

im cleaning my room

i found my freshman year id from high school. its pink and faded. on the back my class schedule is ripped off, but written in permanent black marker is the word “ME” in big letters. as if i wouldn’t be able to guess it was my id..

i also found my shsat prep book. its bigger than my head and is a little thicker than the fifith harry potter. i remember when i was preparing for the test i asked a teacher to tutor me using the book. she agreed up until she saw how physically large the book was and sheepishly suggested that i find a more suitable tutor. fails. 

highshool daze were so easy

1. I’m right next to you.

2. I miss you sooo much.

3. Crazy. Crazy love.

4. WHY IS IT THAT I ONLY SEE YOU ON OOVOO.

5. You’re the ill dumb bitch and I don’t even know why we pertend to be friends anymore

6. I almost never see you, when I do, I feel like no time has passed all these years. 

i want to change so badlyyyyy

i want a new apartment

i want new clothes

i want new friends (don’t worry i’m keeping the old ones…some of them)

all i have is new makeup

PRETTY LIPSTICK ISN’T ALL THAT GREAT!!

things to do

-go job hunting

-go shopping on wednesday

i also want a dslr, although i feel that after the honeymoon period ill just stuff it away in my closet. i have yearning for beautiful, crisp photos though ): sigh.

-go to marketing meeting & FUSION on thursday

also i got this from sephora today.

shiseido white lucent brightening cleansing foam - supposedly its should whiten and brighten your complexion. hopefully it will make my skin look like this

….hopefully