eating healthy makes me so happpppy. im really gonna do it! im excited!! gooodbye gay, unhealthy body that likes to sleep constantly. on the other hand, water is so hard to drink it makes me wanna cry. I WILL DEFEAT YOU WATER. I WILL DRINK UP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
shit: i feel like it
after all the anger and all the frustration i am only overcome with more feelings of self doubt and regret. i can only hope that there’s a chance to fix everything. also i need a vacation. also: nowadays my prayers consist of requests for a job. sorrrry god
You run your fingers across my lips; No I’ve never...
happy almost year (: also, hello.
take the time to notice, i am at a stand still.
stop, stare. love, swear.
i like . where you are . when we drive . in my...
i can almost drive! but my dad hasn’t scheduled my test yet. i should also be doing my english homework. i want jeggings. on a completely different note.. i am going to try to eat vegetables and drink water for a week in an effort to feel less tired / shitty and have energy to do stuffs.. like biking! cause its beyuuuutiful outside.
we've got no place to go
im cleaning my room i found my freshman year id from high school. its pink and faded. on the back my class schedule is ripped off, but written in permanent black marker is the word “ME” in big letters. as if i wouldn’t be able to guess it was my id.. i also found my shsat prep book. its bigger than my head and is a little thicker than the fifith harry potter. i remember when i...
boyz n the hood
1. I’m right next to you. 2. I miss you sooo much. 3. Crazy. Crazy love. 4. WHY IS IT THAT I ONLY SEE YOU ON OOVOO. 5. You’re the ill dumb bitch and I don’t even know why we pertend to be friends anymore 6. I almost never see you, when I do, I feel like no time has passed all these years.
i want to change so badlyyyyy i want a new apartment i want new clothes i want new friends (don’t worry i’m keeping the old ones…some of them) all i have is new makeup PRETTY LIPSTICK ISN’T ALL THAT GREAT!! things to do -go job hunting -go shopping on wednesday i also want a dslr, although i feel that after the honeymoon period ill just stuff it away in my closet....
its second term of my first year in college. life is a breeze. nothing much has really happened or changed. but im kind of neutral about everything, in some sense. in other news i might be going home for the summer. lul this was for my final proj last term. it was a personal account on culture. *** i feel very antsy. like i should be doing something, it just that i don’t know what.
I haven’t written anything in a while because im on vacation (lazy) BUT I’ve been having alot of fun …from which ive recently taken a break from. so i guess in essence im on vacation from vacation? double vacation?? sigh. believe me sleeping at 8 am and waking up at 5 to party again gets tiring after awhile. so does late night / early morning sunway dimsum, UNBELIEVABLE I...
l'oreal dark chestnut brown 4cd.
Whenever I dye my hair I’m always a little sad that I’ll be getting rid of the old color. Even if its kind of ugly and out dated, it was still on my head for quite a while. For a couple days, the new color is the enemy and I regret my decision. But then I grow to love it, and when I’m forced to touch up my roots, I curse myself for ever getting into this vicious cycle of...
dei xia fu
During the course of my life, I have found that the people I meet always remind me of someone I have already met, particularly my kindergarten class. Of course, no one personality is exactly like the other, but somewhere in the back of my mind, I am labeling a new friend as Jimmy McPeepants, or Katie the crybaby. There are a couple people who I can’t label, and most of the time they are...
busy bee that i am
im too busy to blog. life is ok though. current obsessions: moonlit path lotion by bath and body works, hot butter rum lipgloss that i would imagine tastes like butter beer from harry potter, hot chocolate mixed with coffee, bathrobes, using products for unintended uses, boyfriend. bye!
HAPPY ALMOST HALLOWEENS OMG
I need a job. Colorflood app for the iPhone is SO FUN. Too excited about Halloween to write full sized shit.\ Did I mention I need a job?
topshop, californication, and the dota love song.
Yesterday I took the day off to go to soho in search of jeggings (jean leggings). I hit about every store on Broadway that would carry such an item (Mystique Boutique, Amsterdam, Necessary Clothing, etc.) but was left empty handed. After hitting all my stores my friend Charm wanted to go to Topshop to buy shoes. Disguisted, I politely declined saying I had better things to do then swim...
After much thought as well as aim conversations with associate Christine Lee, I have finally copied all you jerks who have funny, clever blogs. Not to say that this blog will necessarily amuse and interest you, (It might mindfuck you) but I hope at least someone will click once in a while. On that note, goodnight world.