keeping this promise
isn’t fun. it felt liberating for like 1 second. ughhh stewpidityyy BUBZ. another me day.
It's so difficult sometimes
But I’m not a nub. This isn’t the worst thing that’s happened to me. I’m better then that now. I made a promise to myself. Yeah I can still be sad sometimes. I can cry or mope if I want to. But no more uncalled for apologizing (know what I mean?) No more relapsing. I won’t spin into a mini depression and say anything, do anything, change everything just to cut the ‘tension’ I’m so done. I’m so...
sometimes i hate you so much
but i still think about you the way i did 2 years ago.
At 9 am. Is this real life?
i wish i had more friends
but sometimes i fucking hate everyone.
I’ve become tolerant of these ups and downs. They are old bitchy friends of mine I can’t seem to outgrow. Ugh I hate negative posts!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so fucking frustrated. i dont want to go into detail, but im honestly so dissapointed in how my summer has been so far. im fucking 20 and i feel like im still 14. i could be so much better, but instead its just the same old shit. additionally… i know that i can be a sick bitch occasionally, but im from now on im gonna stop passing out sorrys like they’re nothing. im so used...